First Post ~!

Finally .. After creating this blog address for such a long time before i actually drop something here.

Recent days have been the toughest period of my life as i finally had to let go something precious & dear to me which i used to own for the past 6 years + , Her . ... whom wasted her prime time on someone who keep hurting her over & over again.

After days of thoughts did i relised i had never done enough to salvage this wreckage. I could have done better to mend the initial little hole created by me instead , i created mess over & over again resulting this painful experience.

We had a very long & good talk yesterday , and outstanding issues seems to settle in place. We never had a talk which could last more than 10 mins for the past 5 years , yet ... this 1 hours + talk seems so precious to me like never before.

The sweet memory are here to stay but agonizing future to carry on. Seems lost of direction at the moment , but life still have to goes on. Goes on with a painful lesson learned.