Diary of Botak Chand

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Just another day ..

Day passes with not much differences . Still feeling perturbed .. . I really don't know why. It's isn't easy to put on smiles during daytime as it's isn't coming out frm my heart i thought. But things just gotta move on.

Work still the same shit different day affair as far as my account is concerned. Always the hand to mouth situations , issues on cargo availability by the shipper & vessel delay claims etc .. . But well, am paid handle those hence what's there for me to complain ya ~! Positive !! Positive ~!!

Yesterday was a day to remember .. attending my first voluntary daimokuki ( prayer ) at Jameson's house for Qing Yao's coming operation on this friday. Why i must say this is a day to remember is because never have i attended such meeting in the past as i never like going for such activities .. could have spend my good time hanging ard with friends at cafe or pubs instead. But thinking back seeing how he & the group organized prayer at my house many times after working hours to chant for the sucess of my dad's operation, such altruism really inspire me to attend this daimokuki .. furthermore this prayer is meant for him. I really experience my many first time recently .. my first time attending daimokuki, kneeing on the floor to chant for 1hrs + for well wishing of others instead of praying for my own problems. The kinda of satisfactory, i really don't know how to describe. Actually , i always wanted to do some voluntary work like helping some old folks or orphanage homes, just that always think only ... no action. Finally , action for this time & think i really like what i'm doing now. Helping other ..This kinda of satisfactory is not that kinda money can give & it's always when u actually D.I.Y , then you will relise & agree with me.

Reached home about 11pm & have a quick shower before learning from younger bro ( think more of getting him to do haha .. ) how to beautify my blog site .. really thanks alot Sheng ~!

When silent of the night settle in, thoughts of how's she's doing lately crosses my mind. Heard she haven't been taking proper meals due to work pressure. Hope she can take good care of her health as her's hasn't been that good wit most complaint of aching here & there . . ..

Bye from now.. . gotta get back to work ~!! Haiz ... .. (-_-")